WishToCompleteSoonish

1. Sell/give stuffs away~
2. Make bian dangs for my darlings ^^
3. Bake more & new flavours cheesecake & cookies ;)
4. NEED A NEW CUPBOARD TO KEEP CLOTHES, falling apart oppiez
5. STUDY DAMN HARD (it is failingggg, i damn slacker).
6. New (nerd?) speccccs
7. Plan another bkk trip hahahaahahaha
8. GO FOR DIMSUMBUFFET NAO
9. Get my nails done uppppp

10. MAJOR, I repeat, MAJOR SAVING UPPPP!

It'll be up here till I happyyyy ok. I am making it decrease & trying to cancel moreeeeee
Daily rants below !

What's the truth

You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don’t want to face the truth. Things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps.

-Quoted from flb

True huh?

& know what, my family is so damn screwed and nobody I can talk to about it. 8 years ago, my dream was to run away from this so-called home. 8 years later, it hasn't change one bit. What is family, anyway?

Better to keep your mouth shut

J: Hey V! Can I ask you a question?

Me: Hmmmm?

J: What it's like not to have the person you like to like you back?

Me: Well, fuck you.

And I walked away.

Regret it dude?

I ji hungry now

Thinking about all the dimsums in the world~ I WANT DIMSUMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super hungry now, who ask me skip dinner uh uh uh.

SIEW MAI

HAR GAO

LUO PO GAO

CHAR SIEW PAO

!!!!!!!!!!!

The more I think, the more I torture myself only.

& bus stats test tmr. Everybody who has done it says it's damn damn damn easy!!

But the jittery feeling like in my chest stomach head. NERVOUS ONLY.

Oh Lord

I'm sure I can last through this, as long as I pray hard enough and believe in Him.

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU BITCH

Cold war time with bitch, enough is enough.

What's the meaning of ripping my clothes (bought with my own hard-earned money) after you wore it (which I haven't even get to wear), just because I said, "Eh I haven't wear it yet leh." Not to mention you slapped me too and hit my already-brusied-back with the fucking remote. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU.

Not to mention the fucking bruises you gave me last night by whacking the hanger against my back, just because I raised my voice alittle and you are also mad to be fucking angry just because I didn't help you immediately to sign in your fucking fb account!!!!!!!!!!

You think this is serious? Wait till you hear the rest man that I've endured for more than 10 years of my life man. & no, I'm not trying to gain fucking attention/pity. & yeah, this bitch is much more crazier than that and yupp she is MY MOTHER.

>:/

I'm gonna be in a bloody bad mood tmr.

Just wondering still

Will things remained the same if I were to swallow my pain, not type that post, not confront that idiot, and just pretend I'm not hurt by whatever?

Dinner with shiying & kahbin

Came home not long ago from

MR CURRY :D at clarke quay central hahahaha

(we forgot about the student disc thingy, 25% ok! omg)

It's quite yummy, eat until super fulllllllllllllllllll

Had a great time with them, we were just talking random stuffs and laughing like mad hahahah. I swore my jaws felt abit ache. I bought a watch from the random flea kinda thing in the middle of CQ area. We were just walking around and saying 18 years old hurry come then we can go drink tgt at any of the awesome-looking bars :) & kb wanna bring me club, like funny only plzzzzzzzz hahahaha. We ALMOST went onto the erm ride at CQ there, you know the one that shoot you up one? Yeah man!!! But somebody admitted that she is a coward hahahah & don't dare to sit. But it was good enough, just having a simple dinner with them heehee ;) Looking forward to more get tgt hur hur hur ^^

& i wonder if ho kah bin will see this HAHAHA HELLO DUDE I'M STILL SHOCKED YOU READ MY BLOG. But anw, thanks for you-know-what.

^^

Woohoo working for the uniform one tmrrrr :D